Just an old unfinished blog...

Welcome to another installment of my crazy life that seems to as of late be a little more on the sane side with only a few casual crazy moments here and there.  I have decided that yes I am starting to drink too much and I need to stop before it gets out of hand like it did years ago.  I do want to move back to Phoenix, but I want to go to New Orleans more.  I want to be closer to Nick and Brian because they make me feel more like family than my real ones.  I will miss my dad, but we did find out that I am happier just talking to him on the phone.  I will sort of miss Missoula, ie the places.  Some of the people maybe, I think I also need to find some new friends.  Or more so just focus on the old ones that I already have in Missoula, I haven't been able to find the time to hang out with Dan and Shannon and all those guys as much as I want to because I tend to hang out with the other crowd a bit too much.  Not that I don't like doing that, but I need to do as Sarah L told me to and focus on fulfilling some of my other priorities.  Such as school and paying off my debts.  Not to mention the fact that most of my newer friends, even though they are entertaining, tend to make me a little sad whenever I'm around them.  Mainly cuz they are stuck in a moment that I am so done with it's not even funny anymore...