So just a quick update on where I am for all yous guys that read this....yes I am from Anaconda for those of you that got that lol....
I'm a little happy, I'm a little sad, I'm a little excited, I'm a little angry, I'm a little annoyed, and most of all I'm in a bit of pain, which the dominate feeling here...so let me explain each one....
I'm a little happy....
I have a friend who is back in town and she's awesome, I'm so very much glad to have her back around here, we have lots of fun plans in the works including one for the big dance coming up, it should be very entertaining to say they least. I am also happy because someone told me they loved me, and meant it, it basically made my entire month so far. We'll have to see if December can top it. I'm also happy cuz I have made peace with my mind as of right now, I have a plan, and it's a good one, and it should play out nicely.
I'm a little sad...
I'm sad becuase I am leaving some people behind, and I know it's not permanent or anything, I can see them anytime, but they have been a huge part of my life and growth in the last six months. But alas, there shall be cookoffs and house warmings and whatnot to make it all well...
I'm a little excited...
Actually I'm a lot excited, I am moving into an apartment with a very old friend who I've had the pleasure of getting in touch with again. It's been super fun to get to know him again and I'm super excited to see what kind of trouble we can get in. I'm also kind of excited to see where my life takes me because of this, although it also brings with it a fair dose of anxiety. But we'll see how it pans out....I just said pan, we watched the new Peter Pan and also Hook on Thanksgiving, it was quite possibly the best thanksgiving ever.
I'm a little angry...
I'm angry with myself for not being able to fix things with my family, mostly my sister right now, I can't figure out for the life of me what to do about it, I just wish she would call me back. I'm a little angry with the rest of them too, but that's just the same anger thats been around for years now. And I have found that you can build new relationships on top of old anger, it just means you get annoyed with them a little easier...anyways, I don't want to be angry I just am, and I don't know what to do about it...
I'm a little annoyed...
I'm annoyed with the University of Montana, and the general majority of the people that go to the fucking place. And had I not made a promise to my grandparents to finish my degree I would be long gone from this stupid assed place. I mean fuck is it that hard to do what you promise to do? So all I have to say is fuck UM, definitely fuck the Griz, and go Saints....and oh yeah, I'm a little bit annoyed with organized religion right now, I've been trying to get back in touch with some things and it's not going so well
and now for the pain...
So I now have a bad back, at least until I find out if it's permanent or not...I got in a little accident at work on friday, playing around with some fucking rolled roofing and I lifted the wrong way, got my back twisted and things popped and now I can barely move my back...so yeah I get to go to the doctor on monday and find out what the damage is...not to mention I get to find out some other things...
So yeah that's me in a nutshell right now...
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